Well, I can’t write my usual Sunday
wrap-up of ‘This Week in Madonna House’, for the simple reason that I was not
around MH this week much at all. Canon law prescribes that Catholic priests
make a five-day retreat once a year, so this week was my chance to do that—I
stayed on MH property, in one of the small houses we have set aside for such
purposes, and pretty much strove for a week of silence and prayer.
In lieu of being able to tell you all the
exciting things that went on in MH (of which I am wholly ignorant), I thought I
would share from one of the books I brought with me, this fine study of the
Jesus Prayer (the repetitive rhythmic praying of the name of Jesus, usually
in the form of ‘Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner’). It
certainly spoke to me very deeply of what I at least am trying to do in my own
prayer life, poor as my execution may be on any given day. So here is a little meditation on the power of the name of Jesus, for your Lenten
edification:
There are many levels to the ‘prayer
of Jesus’. It grows deeper and expands as we discover in the name each new
level. It must begin as adoration and a sense of presence.
Then this presence is tested as that
of a Savior (for such is the meaning of the name ‘Jesus’). The invocation of
the name is a mystery of salvation insofar as it brings with it a deliverance.
In uttering the name, we already receive what we need. We receive it henceforth
in Jesus who is not only the giver but the gift; not only the purifier, but all
purity; not only does he feed the hungry and give drink to the thirsty, but he
himself is food and drink.
He is the substance of all good
things (if we do not use this term in a strictly metaphysical sense). His name
gives peace to those who are tempted: instead of arguing about temptation,
instead of considering the raging storm (that was Peter’s mistake on the lake
after his good beginning), why not look at Jesus alone and go to him walking on
the waves, taking refuge in his name?
Let the tempted man meditate quietly
and pronounce the name without anxiety or feverishness, and may his heart be
filled up by this name and serve as a barrier against strong winds. If a sin
has been committed, let the name serve as a means towards immediate
reconciliation. Without hesitation or delay, let is be pronounced with
repentance and perfect charity and it will become at once a sign of pardon.
Jesus will take his place again in
the life of the sinner, just as, after his Resurrection, he came back to take
his place so simply at the table where the disciples who had deserted him
offered him fish and honey.
It is obviously not a question of
rejecting or of underestimating the objective means of penance and absolution
which the Church offers to the sinner; we are speaking here only of what takes
place in the secret reaches of the soul.
The
Prayer of Jesus, by a monk of the Eastern
Church, pp. 102-103
At any rate, this is a truly great book,
and there is lots more where that came from. And know that I was praying for
all of you this week, and continue to do so in this season of mercy and
penitence.
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