Meditation is an old,
traditional term closely linked to profound and heartfelt Bible reading. Such
reading leaves an indelible impression upon one’s memory, emotions, and tongue.
According to patristic
tradition, meditation is the key to all graces. It makes him who practices it
biblical in every thought, word, and feeling. He also becomes advanced in every
gift and full of divine understanding.
When he opens his mouth, the
words of the Bible flow spontaneously from his lips without embellishments.
Divine thoughts proceed from his mouth in amazing succession. They are like
waves of light that submerge the hearer’s mind in the light of divine
knowledge. They stir his heart and set aflame his emotions.
The word meditation in its
Hebrew origin is hagig, and in its
Greek is meleti. The verb is meletao, which indicates studying and
delving deep into meanings, together with mental and inner exercise. Meditating
on wisdom (meletao sofian), then,
means studying it in depth and with diligence as well as putting it into
practice.
Matthew the Poor, Orthodox
Prayer Life
Reflection – I want to spend a few days
looking at some of Abba Matthew’s thoughts on meditation. For those who may
have missed my previous reference to this writer, he is a contemporary Egyptian
Coptic monk who is at the heart of a renewal of Egyptian monasticism, a new
flowering of the desert for that persecuted church. His writings draw on the
spiritual tradition of both Eastern and Western Christianity and flow from his
own direct experience of God in prayer.
The reason I want
to highlight this section is that I have been, well, meditating on meditation quite a bit lately. The subject seems to
keep coming up with my directees and others. The key and crucial role of
Scripture study is something Catholics still tend to underrate, I think, at
least based on my unscientific sampling of the population.
The rosary and the
liturgy – check! Mental prayer, the Jesus Prayer, devotional prayers – check!
Intercessory prayer – check, check, check! Even silent contemplative prayer –
check!
But I find that we
tend, still, to neglect or at least underrate praying with Scripture. But this
cannot be – it is far too important in a rightly ordered spiritual life.
Matthew the Poor puts it so well: ‘it makes him who practices it biblical in every thought, word, and
feeling.
The truth is, from
earliest childhood – even earlier, from the very womb – we are being formed in
patterns of ‘thought, word, and feeling’ that may not be quite, exactly,
precisely biblical. All sorts of human words are presented to us as the truth
which may not be entirely true. All sorts of thoughts can start rolling around
in our heads from as soon as we have heads that may or not reflect the Thought
of God which is Jesus Christ. And those words and those thoughts can create a
whole host of feelings and passions that can lead us into sin and away from God
and into perdition.
There is a great
inner purification that needs to happen on the level of the mind, a
purification of error and illusion. And it is the Word of God that achieves
this in us, when we study it and act on it. But studying comes first: how can
we act on it if we haven’t learned it?
So, meditation.
The slow, careful, repetitive reading of the Scriptures. Just to take a little
passage – one parable, or one bit of the Sermon on the Mount, or one healing
miracle, say, and read it, read it, read it. Read it three or four times. Read
it out loud, to make the words your own. Read it slowwwwwwwly.
Memorize it, if
you can, although this will just happen naturally if you do all of the above.
And then, only after reading it like that, slowly, carefully, repeatedly—think
about it. Whassitmean? What’s going on in your life that this passage speaks
to? Do you believe this? Are their attitudes or opinions or ideas in your
little brain (or my little brain!) that contradict this passage. If so, which
will you choose, God’s word or yours? And then, is there some action you can
take to practice faith in this passage?
That’s meditation,
and that’s how our inner minds, our hearts get evangelized, penetrated,
transformed by the Word of God. As long as this is not happening, the Gospel
remains at the surface of our lives – nice ideas that our Lord Jesus tells us,
but we have our own thoughts about things. It is meditation that interiorizes
God’s thoughts and makes them our own thoughts, so that we become living
Gospels for others.
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